I'm head over heels in love...

It's a good thing I wrote this before I had a baby! I just forgot to post it!! I realized that my first post about this was getting too long. So here is part two!!!! Oh and I promise my next one will be happier. This one is still about the first 6 months... you know... the time where I was... adjusting. So after my horrific breakdown and telling family we were having a baby, nothing really felt different. I had zero pregnancy symptoms and no period. Awesome. Maybe pregnancy wasn't so bad after all. Maybe I would be one of those girls that every other woman who has experienced morning sickness secretly hates because her pregnancy is so smooth. Yeah. I would be that girl. Ooops. Shouldn't have been cocky. Pregnancy is HARD. I can remember the first time I threw up oh so very clearly. I was at work (Sorry to be negative nancy but I really really really hated that job) training to do the "sales" portion of the job. Really just answering phones and entering thing

So here I am 9 days before I am due FINALLY writing about my pregnancy. Better late than never right? Before I start at the beginning (don't worry, I wont go back to the actual date of conception), I want everyone to know that I am extremely happy now and think this little baby girl is one of the biggest blessings in my life.... It just took me about 6 months to feel that way. Moving from our life in Paradise (Hawaii), to backpacking in Thailand for 3 weeks, to... Georgia... was a pretty hard transition for me. Dan had a stellar job and I had a degree in music... what can you do with that? I was trying to figure out what I was supposed to do in life... try and become a big opera star, become a famous actress, do something BIG! Then I became really interested in nursing and suddenly I had made up my mind. I would start nursing school immediately. It would be perfect. I would be finished with nursing school by the time he needed to get his masters and I would take him through tha